no, he is not mr 'happy'...

on monday, we had our monthly review with our customer, both in singapore and those in paris. my colleagues in paris usually join in the review as well and this month, i managed to book the video conference facility. so, for the first time, i get to see one of my colleagues, who i had only spoken before but never really see how he looked like.

et voila! there he was in his suit, white shirt and red tie. you know, i am not very fond of blondes but he is fabulous. yes, yes, i think he's cute. like the saying goes, "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.", so my girlfriends may think otherwise. like most girls, and especially me who appreciates god's creation to woman-kind, i talked about this to my girlfriends. one of close friend, noridah said, "wow! what is the deal with you and good looking men?" and guess what my best friend said? "he's gay!", like she always say each time i talked about good-looking men. off course, i had to ask, right? "why is it that each time i talk about good looking men, you always have to say that they're gay." her response was, "come on! red tie?" then i said, "come on, not all good looking men are gay. there are gay men who are not good looking." the conversation went on a different direction after that so, i will not go into the details. but the point i am trying to make is, we can't always assume that all good looking men are gay, right? okay, maybe i am hopeful but the truth is, yes, most of these good looking guys turned out to be gay. and as a woman, you start asking yourself, damn! i wasted my time on a gay guy again? all the good men in this world are either taken (those damn lucky women who got them) or they are gay. now, i know why most women on this planet are still single - there are just not enough straight men to go around.

just a note to readers before i end. don't get me wrong. i am not desperate to look for a boyfriend or what nots. i am happy the way i am. just like men, who likes to look at women and admire god's creation, i am like those men too. I appreciate god's creation of good looking men and thank him for doing a great job at creating these creatures for the feast to my eyes. like my mom said, "you can't have them but you have eyes, you can always just look. better than nothing." my mom, i can always count on her for encouragement. :-)